So much for privacy

My girlfriend who had the problem with the way I behaved around her crush, through some horribly unfortunate coincidence, happened across my blog, and read it, naturally.

Apparently this "changes things between us", and we have to "sort it out." Funny thing, I reread and reread it, with a finetooth comb, and true, it wasn't intended for her eyes, but as far as the truth as I saw it goes - I wouldn't change a word.

I'm slightly bitter that I'm sure she's told the "whole story!" to some mutual friends now - I don't know who - so I feel somewhat maligned, and unsure if anyone's gonna turn on me unexpectedly.

Mostly though, I'm surprised at my vast lack of caring. I don't feel involved at all; any possible outcome is as good as any other.

I wonder if she'll read it again.